The Other Mrs Walker

Mary Paulson-Ellis 2019 Headshot Photo by Chris Scott_sml
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She died like this – with her shoes on and nylons wrinkling at the knee. The glass she was holding fell to the floor, the last of its contents trickling out with the last of her breath. The liquid glinted in the moonlight, winking a last goodnight before seeping away too – down through the fibres of the carpet, down through the rough and dusty floorboards, down to the ceiling of the flat below. It evaporated as it went, leaving nothing but a stain. And that smell. Whisky. The water of life. But not for her. Not any more.

In a drawer she left a Brazil nut with the Ten Commandments etched in its shell. On a mantelpiece a ridge of dust where once a photograph had stood. In a wardrobe she left an emerald dress, sequins scattered along the hem. On a blue plate an orange, full of holes now like her bones and her brain.

Everything was faded. Tea towels in drawers. Nets at the windows. The newspaper wrapped around her middle underneath her clothes. In the bathroom ice grew on the wrong side of the glass. In the crockery cupboard none of the plates matched any of the bowls. Outside, the street was faded too and the faces of the passers-by all gone to ash in the unrelenting cold. Inside, her fridge contained a single tin of peas.

She died like this – with a name wedged under her fingernails, scratching at her arms and her face, trying to remember. With a drift of hair, red at the tips and white at the roots. With bombs going off like bells in her ear. And that call, Help me! as plaster showered her head, splinters of wood, of metal and of glass fl ying through the silence as she called out again.

‘Help me!’

Catching the thought as it scuttled through her brain, This could be it. But it wasn’t. For this was it now. The glass slipping from her fi ngers. The tiny amber trickle. The liquid seeping down through the carpet to the ceiling of the flat below.

And somehow she’d always known that she would end like this. In a small square room, in a small square flat. In a small square box, perhaps. Cardboard, with a sticker on

the outside. And a name. What was that name? Lost, along with everything else

she’d ever owned.

She hoped then, as the liquid seeped away, that she had not cursed God too often. For somebody had to say it, didn’t they? Ashes to ashes. Dust to dust. Otherwise where would she be as they lowered her deep into the earth, or lit her up with those blue jets of gas? She knew she’d

prefer it, that blaze of hot air. But still, as her breath trickled out, she did wonder if she might not deserve the damp embrace of heavy Edinburgh clay.

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A wonderful, inventive debut, Daily Mail
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Refreshingly inventive crime fiction, Irish Times
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Paulson-Ellis has been compared to Kate Atkinson for her time-shifting debut, a structure which, it has to be said, is handled impressively well here . . . One of the strongest debuts of the year, Glasgow Herald
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Intriguing and atmospheric, Guardian
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Full of twists and turns, Independent
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The author has a real gift for creating and presenting repellently corrupt characters . . . Absorbing and enjoyable, The Scotsman

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